1. You're a liar.

2. You're a cheat.

3. You always stress the fact that it's my fault and that you did no harm.

4. You act as if you're perfect.

5. When I do you a favor, I don't bring it up your face; but when it's the other way
around, you can't shut up about it.

6. I'm tired of all this bullshit.

7. I can't find it in my heart to trust you.

8. You under-appreciate me.

9. I'm not in your priority list.

10.You can't even stand up for me.

11. (bonus hardly counts at all) You're always trying hard to be cool and impress people. And you're a horseface.

Willie Revillame

Let's face it. He's beyond rude and arrogant. He's worse than that. Obnoxious? yes, unethical? YES. Get rid of him and his stupid HEPHEP HoORAY! WTH is that? Pokie is the only one in the show who makes a difference it's such a pity that she's in that stupid show. However, it's even more pitiful that a lot of people are idolizing willie. tsk tsk - Bad epitome for youth! Bad image for this country! And most of all, his voice sux! Stupid people saying they like him. He, along with those people should be exterminated and placed in a limbo where the sun does not shine!!

The music industry has been practically ruined by this. The film industry is fighting hard and it's got lots of money. The book industry is the poorest of the lot.
Sheesh this is hard. I know.. it's unethical. Can this be helped? People want things for free- things that don't require them to work hard for. Why bother to pay if you can have it for free? If you love your books, let them go! So, consequently- you can view my EBOOK LIST TO SHARE @ scribd. c((=

Here I am again. Tears falling down my face. I cannot even freeze the pain that enshrouds the very core of my soul. Tears just keep on falling like a cascade of a waterfall.. I shouldn't have believed promises, fabricated with lies. I used to think it's a cliche to hear of whinings from someone who is broken. Loud cries are what I hate best and emos are too sensitive. I am not an emo, and I don't cry out loud.. But how fortunate are they once they have let all the pain out of their chest.
But sometimes tears aren't enough to express the hurt, sleep won't forget the memories, tomorrow won't erase yesterday and friends aren't enough for comfort.
I closed my eyes and told myself it's all gone. Buried my face on the pillow and pretended i were somewhere, someone else. Just to escape the pain, just to make believe I am not torn. I wanted a normal life, a normal feeling, normal self. I wanted to go back to the time where everything was normal.. and I was wise.
How many times will I close my eyes and pretend that what I see and what I feel is not enough to throw everything away. I keep on hoping. I keep believing and praying that someday this would all be just true. I can't seem to wake up from a dream. My mind had slipped into a coma. He loves me, he loves me, he really loves me.. And the tears fell. He's 'not for real. It's not true that he loves me. And it's not true that he is faithful.
Like a balloon blown out, I slipped and flew away from my lover's hands...

"I've been in love before. It's like a narcotic. At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. The next day, you want more. You're not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, and you think you can still control things. You think about the person you love for two minutes, and forget them for three hours.But then you get used to that person, and you begin to be completely dependent on them. Now you think about him for three hours and forget him for two minutes. If he's not there,you feel like an addict who can't get a fix. And just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what they need, you're willing to do anything for love."


A nice quote from the book.

By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept by Paulo Coelho


My rating: 4 of 5 stars
This book has a lot of lessons to teach about love, courage and suffering. I think Paulo Coelho's books have always been about the search for true religion, love and women anyway. I applaud him for writing this book in a way that's not archaic. In this story, although love and religion did not primarily intertwine the end of it all is that divine love will always prevail. The sole thing that I didn't like about this book however is that it preached too much. (bah! talk about religion)so for nonbelievers, it is not advisable for you to read this book. ^+^

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Last Friday, my mom told me that ate Hannah, my schoolmate(also my sister's mate in high school) was found dead in her room some time in her sleep in the wee hours of the night (suspected aneurysm). She was but 21 years old. I don't remember much about her except that I really liked and admired her back in high school. She looked like barbie with her plump cheeks and slim figure. I remember that I liked her smile; thought that her braces made her look more charming.. There's just so much life she left ahead for the future. She and her fiance were all ready engaged and supposed to get married as soon as all the arrangements were settled. She were also supposed to attend her graduation the next day for goodness' sake!
You just have to ask the question, you have to ask why. I know it may seem unfair to ask God why things like these happen to good people.. Oh why couldn't the criminal die instead? She had so much to offer, the future is right in front of her all ready prepared to live. Graduation, Wedding.. Senseless.. Just plain senseless..


To add to my lament is ate Hannah's fiance with his note posted in fb yesterday:


Remember this hon? I put this letter in your scrap book i made for our 4th anniversary. Please come back.


Dear Hanana-Mahal, I hope that you like this little scrap book. It's not amazing, but I put love into it! I'm not really that creative with stuff like this...
21 Reasons to be Happy(In no particular order):
1. When you look at me, I can feel the affection. I can see in your eyes that they enjoy looking at me and that they are only for me.
2. When you hold my hand, I can feel the warmth of your love. Your hand fits perfectly into mine and feels simply; Perfect.
3. I love your "man hugs". From someone so much smaller than me, the feeling of knowing that I am truly loved provides my heart with the safety it needs.
4. When you grieve on me, I feel honored that you seek me out to help you to feel better. Even if i don't have to say anything, just knowing that you feel better by holding onto me means so much!
5. I am always glad that you call or text me at work. It's kind of lonely even though I am around so many friends. Just hearing from you in any way brightens my day immensely!
6. I love the way we have similar senses of humor. It makes me so happy to know that you can appreciate my wacky goofiness. Hearing your laugh and knowing I caused it warms my heart!
7. The way you like color coordinating with me shows how much you want people to know we are together. I can think of no greater compliment.
8. Those special moments when we are on the phone together. You know the ones :P Who else but you would be happy to hear that I'm calling because I'm performing a bodily function.
9. I am so glad that I can cry on your shoulder when i need to. You know that I have a lot of crying to do and you love me just the same. Thank you.
10. The special bond that you have with Mr. Bigglesworth makes me very happy. Knowing that you two love each other so much makes the family atmosphere all that more loving.
11. I am happy that you get along well with my friends and that I sorta with yours :D Knowing that we won't have any issues like that when we are married is a relief.
12. Knowing that I can play games while you try on dresses makes me happy. I'm so glad that you aren't a dictator when it comes to our relationship. I feel respected.
13. We are getting married on the 13th!!! And it's a Friday to boot!
14. Knowing that by the end of this year we will be living together and saving up for our dream house makes me very very happy.
15. That you love God and are an active servant makes me very happy. I am so blessed to be marrying someone who will help create a strong Christian household.
16. Knowing that you get along well with my family and I with yours is another source of happiness and relief. Too many people out there are always complaining about the in-laws!
17. That you go bowling with me means something special. Even though you don't think you are physically skilled, you will still humor me and throw a ball at some pins once in a while. We'll get you better so that you can do it when other people are around!
18. I am glad that you actually want my honest opinion when you ask for it. Knowing that you trust my judgement and value it is a major pillar of strength in our relationship. I am also glad that I can ask yours and get an honest answer.
19. I'm so happy that even after 4 years you aren't tired of me yet. I hope that the same is true for the rest of our married lives!
20. I am happy that you aren't the type to demand things. That you are thankful for the gifts I give you, and that you don't want to trade them up for something else.
21. I am happy that God is making our wedding preperations so easy. Finding Villa Bianca is just the first step. We will breeze right through the planning. Before you know it, we will be before the minister and announced as husband and wife. I love you.

I wanted number 21 the most.

She is so beautiful.



It made me want to cry and run immediately to Ochie, tell him I love him everyday.. Cliche but true, never miss an opportunity to tell your loved ones that you love and care for them; show how much you appreciate having them in your life. Tell them before it's too late.

come to think of it, if we'll try to put together the characters of our batch of presidential aspirants, it could have been a wonderful president.

i wish that our president has:

villar's money.

aquino's heart.

teodoro's brain.

villanueva's spirituality.

madrigal's beauty handsomeness.

estrada's appeal.

and...


gordon's dick.



perfect.

***Posted by kuya Ardyey.. This made me laugh so hard! =p

The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger


My rating: 4 of 5 stars
Touching, poignant, excellent and most importantly worthy of your time and money to read.

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This clip is hilarious! I'm a little guilty of being like that sometimes. Watch all 7 episodes! =p

A story that moved me to tears...

Hachikō (ハチ公?, November 10, 1923–March 8, 1935), known in Japanese as chūken Hachikō (忠犬ハチ公?, "faithful dog Hachikō" ('hachi' meaning 'eight', a number referring to the position within the nest the dog came from, and 'kō' being a Japanese familiar or derogatory suffix)).


In 1924, Hachikō was brought to Tokyo by his owner, Hidesaburō Ueno, a professor in the agriculture department at the University of Tokyo. During his owner's life Hachikō saw him out from the front door and greeted him at the end of the day at the nearby Shibuya Station. The pair continued their daily routine until May 1925, when Professor Ueno did not return on the usual train one evening. The professor had suffered a stroke at the university that day. He died and never returned to the train station where his friend was waiting.


Hachikō was given away after his master's death, but he routinely escaped, showing up again and again at his old home. Eventually, Hachikō apparently realized that Professor Ueno no longer lived at the house. So he went to look for his master at the train station where he had accompanied him so many times before. Each day, Hachikō waited for Professor Ueno to return. And each day he did not see his friend among the commuters at the station.


The permanent fixture at the train station that was Hachikō attracted the attention of other commuters. Many of the people who frequented the Shibuya train station had seen Hachikō and Professor Ueno together each day. They brought Hachikō treats and food to nourish him during his wait.


This continued for nine years, with Hachikō appearing only in the evening time, precisely when the train was due at the station.


That same year, another of Ueno's faithful students (who had become something of an expert on the Akita breed) saw the dog at the station and followed him to the Kobayashi home where he learned the history of Hachikō's life. Shortly after this meeting, the former student published a documented census of Akitas in Japan. His research found only 30 purebred Akitas remaining, including Hachikō from Shibuya Station.


Professor Ueno's former student returned frequently to visit the dog and over the years published several articles about Hachikō's remarkable loyalty. In 1932 one of these articles, published in Tokyo's largest newspaper, threw the dog into the national spotlight. Hachikō became a national sensation. His faithfulness to his master's memory impressed the people of Japan as a spirit of family loyalty all should strive to achieve. Teachers and parents used Hachikō's vigil as an example for children to follow. A well-known Japanese artist rendered a sculpture of the dog, and throughout the country a new awareness of the Akita breed grew.


Eventually, Hachiko's legendary faithfulness became a national symbol of loyalty.

Hachikō died on a street in Shibuya on March 8, 1935. His stuffed and mounted remains are kept at the National Science Museum of Japan in Ueno, Tokyo.



The statue of Hachikō in Shibuya.


In April 1934, a bronze statue in his likeness was erected at Shibuya Station (35°39′32.97″N 139°42′2.46″E / 35.6591583°N 139.7006833°E / 35.6591583; 139.7006833), and Hachikō himself was present at its unveiling. The statue was recycled for the war effort during World War II. In 1948 The Society for Recreating the Hachikō Statue commissioned Takeshi Ando, son of the original artist who had since died, to make a second statue. The new statue, which was erected in August 1948, still stands and is an extremely popular meeting spot. The station entrance near this statue is named "Hachikō-guchi", meaning "The Hachikō Exit", and is one of Shibuya Station's five exits.




Each year on March 8, Hachikō's devotion is honored with a solemn ceremony of remembrance at Tokyo's Shibuya railroad station. Hundreds of dog lovers often turn out to honor his memory and loyalty.

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btw, Isabella Moon is a no-no read and Neil Gaiman's books are 30% off sale @National Bookstore! haha =p I didn't buy any though lol even when Coraline only cost P160.00. T.T I hated his american gods and stardust. O_o I went for Randy Pausch' The Last Lecture instead. I'm still reading it ^+^ anyway I want to watch Alice in Wonderland like so right now. T.T I love the 3D graphics and everything! I don't like the main char, Alice though. I think she's not fit for the role... hahaha what do I know anyway? O_o

I'll get a new layout, make reviews for all the nice books I've read and get a job. I'll get all things done this summer! toodles ^+^

My eyes hurt. A little.. I use the computer everyday, in my every class and when I get home. They hurt yeah. I sleep 6 hours. I'm haggard and I have these crimson zits on mah face. Ohhhhh maybe I'll delete this post after a week. Just when you thought I ought to have a rest and a good peaceful sleep, I read a book. There's just no discipline in me. (`ω´#)

I'll write a review for these 3 reads. Tomorrow I suppose, and I'll post Ochie's pix- the one when he were sleeping and mouth opened. haha misu (~.~;)

I KNOW THIS MUCH IS TRUE




I'm halfway through finishing the book.. It's poignant. Comical in a way, I find it amusing to listen to Thomas' ramblings about the war and CIA. ^+^ but when you empathize, you will somehow understand that there's nothing comic about Domenick's life circumstances.


I'd always preferred to be in the library than somewhere unproductive. Books are like people.. When I see them with beautiful hardbound covers, I mumble in my mind "hello". Where was I? Ya about the book. I picked it because I was astonished by its cover. Two infants huddled with each other. It's like a picture of a fetal ultrasound. It's astounding and.. heartbreaking.

I cried last night. Damn it I cannot even confide to my own blog. The last time I spilled the beans, my classmate squealed everything to my other mates. The next thing I knew, I had mates asking me every time "Did that really happen?" etc. Damn I did not even tell her about my blog. I never thought she too, was a blogger.

I cried for a lost child. I cried for the child I never knew. For the one that would've meant the world to me. For the child I would've dressed up cute stuff with. Nothing meant sense. And as I lie crying in my bed, I told God I just can't carry on anymore. Everything seem pointless.. Tragedy hit me in the face like a snowstorm. Ya2 can't get too much of a good thing eh? It's alright, I said.. Everyday won't be sunny- likewise it won't always be dark either. I had my fair share of joy and sorrow.. Some time, I'm gonna give out a heartily laugh again.. I'm gonna be in the arms of a man whom I love and trust, gonna have a successful life. But until then, I'd have to live this wretched life just to make it through the future.

Today is my birthday. It has almost been a week since fate has stricken our family. Thursday, October 1st was yet an ordinary day except that at 3:30 in the morning, fire ate up our house including all of our belongings. What's left and been saved is the van, a few pieces of jewelries and ourselves. No one was harmed. Maybe that's God's gift to me.. The gift of another life. I haven't cried since the incident, I don't know what to feel anymore. All I know is that God has better plans for us. It's so hard. Back to zero but there's nothing I can do to reverse back the time. Another mischief is my break up with nico. He fooled me again.. There's nothing left for me to do but hope, trust and have faith in God that someday, everything's gonna be better. But for now, I'm still picking up pieces of myself. Pieces of me that has been crushed and torn cruelly. I prayed to God that I continue being jolly. That these misfortunes should not steal my love and admiration to life. Sometimes, I feel so tired and restless.. I want to cry all day and die the day after. But I have a better idea: put my make up on and my best foot forward.

Now what kind of a name is Coraline? Oh well, it may have been derived from the word "coral" which has a lot of meaning to start of with.
I lay
lazily on the chair as I think of even more dumb things to do; like surf the net even more enthusiastically or play dota with random heroes and ask stupidly from my teammates what item I should put on my hero to somehow increase its overly vulnerable nature. I was sick of it; tired of it. And then I decided to open the folder where all movies are stored in the shop. I opened coraline because I was intrigued, and even so I've seen that it's a 3D animated film, I still seem quite uninterested..

I decided to give the movie a try and I'm so thankful at that moment on, I was bloody bored. Normally, I wouldn't choose to watch a flick from the shop. hihihi anyway, the primary reason why I decided to create a post about this Coraline movie is because I truly love it! ( now here comes my overexciting voice and temperament) It has been a habit of mine to search for a thingamabob that I happen to like; say a movie; a particular persona whom I admire or a book that I've been eying on for countless of weeks; one good example is a fave of J.K. Rowling- I Capture the Castle by Dodie Smith and so on. And so from this manner that I learned that Coraline is originally based from the fantasy novel by Neil Gaiman; the incredible and best selling author who had written the books "Neverwhere", "American Gods",(although I'm not such a fan of this novel) "Stardust", of course "Coraline" and many more successful fantasy novels published.

It is also from doing research that I learned of Henry Selick who directed the film Coraline, was also responsible of directing the successful animated films "Nightmare Before Christmas" and "James and the Giant Peach". Oh how I love both the films especially James and the Giant Peach! I couldn't forget watching it since I was a child.

And so from this experience that I appreciated and loved the movie even more.. Not only for its moral uprightness that most children undergo towards their parents but also with its fantastical creation, concept and daring characters. ^_^/

I think I ought to mention in my blog even in just a simple post how Precious helped and continually inspires me so much. Her site is ample of free downloadable (I don't think there's such word as this? ) books from all genre both in Portable Document Format(PDF) and PKZIP format( WinZip file compressor).

Her passion for books amaze and inspire me. I hope you visit her site and enter the world of adventure and liberty with each book you read. This is an expression of my sincere gratitude and respect for her. ^^ I hope that she keeps helping and inspiring other people. ^^

While I was bloghopping, I happened to come across the site whenyoure20.blogspot.com, this blog contains links on where to get free reading of Stephenie Meyer's popular books: Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn.

Salamat ng marami! Hindi koh kasi afford yung for sale sa National Bookstore na P1600.. hahaha panuorin koh na lang ^_^/

I have all these troubles hidden inside my closet, I made up too many lies and fooled so many people already. I can't wait to take off this mask and be totally comfortable with myself. What will I tell them? That it's not that bad? Well if you try to look at it in another perspective it really isn't that big of a deal after all. haha I don't do drugs, I am not pregnant, I don't have any elope-thoughts in my mind, I'm not boozy and most importantly I'm not so depressed and miserable I'm planning to commit suicide. haha Life is short, blow it up once in a while, I'm too young to get serious. To put it simply, I'm just being happy.- very scrappily happy.

Chocolate Chip Heaven Ice Cream


1 o'clock in the munin, I'm indulging myself with chocolate chip heaven ice cream; this is Selecta's limited edition. I love it I can't stop devouring its sweetness and exceptionality. My mom yelled at me because she saw me eat away ice cream early in the morning. I don't feel sorry! It tastes so good.. the first thing that got into my head upon waking up was this ice cream and I just followed my urge to fill my day with brightness and positivity hahaha. Nagugutom nanaman ako huhuhu and I miss my ochi. T_T

This is our Love Story


Maybe a lot of you are wondering why Gelicutie is my clandestine name. I am not cute FYI hahaha but my boyfriend calls me Gelicutie.

Ochi is a guy I met when we were freshmen in college. I was still the same nerdy girl before; still clinging to high school memories. I was still the girl who wanted to bring her baon in the canteen, still the one whose innocence is unripe and unveiled. A friend refered him to me and we started texting and I knew from that moment that I like him. Has a lot of sense of humor, smart, easygoing and as claimed by my friend, cute hahaha nevertheless to me he was just a friend and a text mate; someone I would never plan to meet, since I were not the kind of girl who's in for texting and meeting text mates. He was just like, to put it bluntly: a fling. But one day he insisted on meeting me, of course I said no- I mean the very thought of meeting him! I'm a shy girl someone who would rather stay in the house rather than go out malling, meeting guys or whatever. But he was so persistent I got so pissed off and told him I'd rather lose him as a friend than meet up with him. hahaha =) But due to my clumsiness I have already told him prior where I was staying in Baguio. So he went in our dormitory, told me he was waiting there and that I should be down in a few minutes. What the umph how rude and arrogant! Suplado naku. So after a few whining he finally convinced me to meet up with him. I was trembling as I walk downstairs of our dorm; hoping to catch a glimpse of him; what he looks like. I was scared both of our own judgment. What if he wouldn't like me? What would I say to him etc. my thoughts were filled with so many worries and what ifs.


And as I walk downstairs, there he was standing wearing a black polo shirt, black pants with matching black rubber shoes. Don't get this wrong readers, he's not emo hahaha that was just the way he used to dress up.


I timidly walked towards him, his head cocked to one side,


G: uhhmmmm... hello
he turned to look at the girl whose presence surprised her.
B: hi
G: .................
He smiled at me, and I swear at that moment I wanted to run. He is fair-skinned, a little more fair-looking than me, wearing braces, a little short for a guy (although he is taller than me but that doesn't make me entirely small ahaha), hair waxed and to sum it all up: my friend was right he is cute. ^^


B:may exam ka ngaun?
His smile never fading..
G: uu
B: Anong oras?
G: 1..
B: huh? 10 to 1 na male-late ka na..
G: *ahmm ayos lang un*, naisip koh haha but instead I saidUu nga sige mauna nakoh,

B: hatid na kita
G: sa gonzaga pa kasi yun eh
B ay ganon ba sige hatid na lang kita sa jeep may exam rin kasi akoh ng 1

G: 'wag na una nakoh pakipot pa koh of course hahaha

B: hindi hatid na kita *makulit ka kahit kelan*

I wanted to melt while we were walking I didn't know how to act even if the only action to do is to walk; I swear I must've looked drunk while walking and I was pacing nervously.


G: sakay na ko, saan ka?
B: sabay na ko sayo baba na lang ako ng gate 3
G: Naisip koh- *bakit kelangan mo pa sumabay sakin maglakad ka na lang sayang pamasahe* por que mayaman ka cheokay sige

B:baba na ko sige bye
I smiled at him even if deep down inside I wanted to kill him. *Matsing ka kabayo suplado!* I wanted to yell to him haha

He texted me around 3 'o clock asking what time my class ends. I said 5, he asked if we could meet around 5 so he could walk me home; I was hesitant but he finally convinced me. I thought kasi he would libre me dinner hahaha imagine free dinner lol matakaw pa naman ako surely sa favorite resto ko kami kakain, papipiliin niya akoh eh.. Yun ang akala ko, hindi man lang nagtanong kung gutom na ko or gusto ko muna magsnacks. At first isa talaga siyang tae, hinatid niya ko sa dorm pero nung aakyat na ko, he said, akyat ka na? gusto mo usap pa tau? ikaw na lalake ka namumuro ka na! makulit ka na nga mapilit ka pa! buti na lang hindi umiral katarayan ko and considering him as a new friend pa rin, I said, sige upo muna tau dito. He asked if I wanted to eat, I said no.. pakipot ko talaga hahaha Kahit sufer gutom na me, umayaw pa rin ako nahihiya kc ako baka ma turn-off siya sa laki ng subo koh and bilis ng kain ko hahahaha and there we were talking about anything under the sun.


We laughed and shared gossips, we were comfortable with each other. Iba pala ang akala koh sa kanya, he was really funny and smart. I thought, naku eto na ang dreamboy koh hahaha pwede na to pamalit kay papa piolo. ^_^


Days passed and we grew closer.. I never knew I'd meet my 1st and last through a single text. We're turning 3 years in December. Three years full of laughter, fun, tears, tampo, pain, bitterness, and friendship.


We are not the perfect couple, we are barely compatible with each other! I love fish while he doesn't like it; I love books, he loves to throw it; He loves having dogs and eating gummies and everything that tastes either too chocolatey or too sweet and any food that tastes a little bit of everything while I hate anything that goes over the top and foods that taste all mixed up. We are way too far from being compatible. His views most of the time, contradict mine: religion, sports, people, foods, even the stupidest things. We are so opposite and maybe that's the reason why we argue everyday. Even while playing dota we fight and call names. ^_^


But because of our differences, we learned to pool forces (hindi ako magaling sa physics huh hihi) and contemplate on our problems. We act as a team, solve problems, make it through the best and hard times in order to be made perfect for each other. Without comprehension, we are nothing; our relationships wouldn't work, trust may be broken lies can be told but without understanding and forgiveness, how can you make love work?

Luna Moonfang

The Moonrider


This is my latest favorite dota allstars hero! Once it was Kunkka Proudmore (Coco) and then Zeus then Faceless Void to Bloodseeker, Windrunner and then Luna! with her powerful ultimate eclipse, (of course with a Lothar's edge) if you run into an enemy alone, Luna will turn into an owl of death!

At the beginning of the game, I buy her an Empty Bottle which costs 600 gold and Slippers of Agility for 150 gold (suppose this is 4v4 but if the game is 5v5 them buy her ironwood branch instead). At the end of level 6 I have now acquired wraith band and boots as well. At this level, this is usually the time when gb (gang bang) happens; I get close to the enemy use my eclipse and if the enemy still survives, use the lucent beam and then it becomes a sure kill. hahaha *kapag napabayaan si Luna, she becomes an instant killer especially if she's in the middle lane* next item: Helm of the Dominator this item gives Luna Moonfang a life steal. As you can see Luna is hmm.. how should I say this *thinking* in dota terms "malambot" ^_^/ so you have to give her lifesteal. Next item: the Lothar's Edge with this recipe, the player can become invisible for I think 4 seconds. This is a big help for players whose hp drops to 300 or worse if they're close to dying say 100 and below hahaha sweet escape. next great item: the Butterfly this is a litte hard especially if Luna becomes a feeder hahaha (I become too sometimes when I'm not on the right track) kapag hindi ka makaipon naku mahirap na! Eaglehorn costs 3300 or 3800 gold, Quarsterstaff costs 900 and the recipe is about 1800 gold I think. If the game is not over yet you could buy MKB or Monkey King Bar this will help the hero resist magic attacks. 'Til then toodles!

Luna Moonfang skills: the Lucent Beam, Moon Glaive, Lunar Blessing and Eclipse.

Lucent Beam

Luna concentrates on the moon's energy and channels it forcefully to the surface, damaging an enemy unit.


Level 1 - 75 damage.

Level 2 - 150 damage.

Level 3 - 225 damage.

Level 4 - 300 damage.

Moon GLaive

Allows Luna to attack extra enemies with each Glaive attack. Each enemy struck beyond the first incurs a 40% damage loss, per unit.


Level 1 - Luna hits 2 enemies with every attack.

Level 2 - Luna hits 3 enemies with every attack.

Level 3 - Luna hits 4 enemies with every attack.

Level 4 - Luna hits 5 enemies with every attack.

Lunar Blessing

Nearby ranged units gain the power of the moon.


Level 1 - Increases base ranged damage by 6%.

Level 2 - Increases base ranged damage by 13%.

Level 3 - Increases base ranged damage by 20%.

Level 4 - Increases base ranged damage by 27%.

Eclipse

Summoning a concentrated burst of Lucent Beams to damage targets within 450 AoE around Luna.

Level 1 - Summons 4 Lucent Beams.

Level 2 - Summons 7 Lucent Beams.

Level 3 - Summons 10 Lucent Beams.

Recently, my boyfriend's aunt from London lent away boxes of chocolates, tees, bags, jackets and sweets more than I can ever imagine. And because of that, I have been eating sweets nonstop
my boyfriend says I have lost my shape hahaha *haechoo *

I stayed in their house for a week and he was surprised by how gluttonous I am! but so to speak, I have not gained nor lost a single pound (as proven by my boyfriend's own weighing scale) gee I wonder why.

I don't know if I ought to delete my post about Hayden Kho-Katrina thing. I think the sagacity and seriousness of the matter have not sank in my mind yet. This issue is all over the news you see it on t.v., newspapers, you hear it being gossiped about by your classmates, friends, in the street, mall, market etc. and yet people still can't seem to get enough out of it.

Bottom line: there's no video if Hayden had not videotaped it.

my boiling point: there's no video if Katrina had not had sex with Hayden to think that she too have committed both infidelity and adultery.

So you see people she's not the sole victim here, there's Maricar Reyes, Rufa Mae Quinto (as they say) the Brazilian model and most importantly, VIcky Belo- I most pity her; it surely must have hurt her badly to think that this issue has come up once again.

Here's my point of view about Dr. Hayden Kho's alleged sex video scandal: all couples married or not, make love once in a while, okay for all addicts: everyday or maybe every other day it doesn't matter, the fact is all of us have sex(celibates are exempted of course). Sen. Bong Revilla's supposed repercussion for Hayden's misconduct is utterly stupid and meaningless- to expel him off his license because he decided to go on his biological needs and urges just prove how feebleminded people are these days. Okay, to put on cameras while having sex is even more stupid and childish. And Katrina Halili could file all charges she could possibly think of against Hayden Kho; maybe he deserves it but to put to waste years of hard work and medical study just because you decided to do one naughty caught-in-the-act thing is again, useless.
To behave naughtily is normal for a young man like him; even though he is a professional that shouldn't hinder anyone on becoming normal, on making mistakes and learning from it. Come on! All of us make love it's just that not everyone wants to get caught doing it. Wag ka magmalinis sus!

SWINE FLU VIRUS HITS MEXICO AND OTHER
COUNTRIES


Swine Influenza (swine flu) is a respiratory disease of pigs caused by type A influenza that regularly cause outbreaks of influenza among pigs. Swine flu viruses do not normally infect humans, however, human infections with swine flu do occur, and cases of human-to-human spread of swine flu viruses has been documented. From December 2005 through February 2009, a total of 12 human infections with swine influenza were reported from 10 states in the United States. Since March 2009, a number of confirmed human cases of a new strain of swine influenza A (H1N1) virus infection in the U.S. and internationally have been identified.

There are everyday actions people can take to stay healthy.

* Cover your nose and mouth with a tissue when you cough or sneeze. Throw the tissue in the trash after you use it.
* Wash your hands often with soap and water, especially after you cough or sneeze. Alcohol-based hands cleaners are also effective.
* Avoid touching your eyes, nose or mouth. Germs spread that way.

Try to avoid close contact with sick people.

* Influenza is thought to spread mainly person-to-person through coughing or sneezing of infected people.
* If you get sick, CDC recommends that you stay home from work or school and limit contact with others to keep from infecting them.


For more information, visit this site: Swine Flu virus

After making the bold move to delete my previous blog, here I am again trying to start anew. I couldn't find much time to monitor my old blog and there were so many reasons as to why I resigned from blogging; one is that I got afraid of relaying my thoughts on a broken page- apparently a person whom I knew back in *toot* read my former posts and teased me once about how shocking my confessions were. Since then I have learned to keep my thoughts and experiences just to myself. ^_^ hahaha The other reasons I don't mind saying.. =p





Well, last Sunday I urged my mom into buying a book that I have been eying for several months. It's Kelley Armstrong's The Summoning. But... As expected, she slightly reprimanded me and said I should just read on books about history etc. I couldn't bring my voice to say how astonishing the experience is whenever I read a book that brings me into another dimension, the characters become my friends and acquaintances. It's crazy but it's true. On the other hand, nonfictional books interest me the most because of its pure audacity and the lessons it teach.

More openly, last year, Lovelia's mother died due to lung cancer. Grace, Shaira, Joy and I were only among the few of her friends who visited her and her family at the Mt. Sinai Memorial Chapel. Moreover, Anna Kat, April etc. were said to have visited prior.

Grace and I were raged over the fact that some of our close friends were apparently "busy" enough to not attend the burial etc. How busy can you be when your own friend's mother just died from an abrupt disease? How consoling is texting your friend and say condolences when you can be present personally? This is flat irony. You can never tell who your real friends are unless you're in trouble.

More updates from me:




-Just finished reading Rain Pryor's Jokes My Father Never Told Me and Lois Lowry's Number the Stars. The Latter is an excellent book, the former, uhmmmm.. let's just say I bought it for only P50. ahhahaha ^_^

-Broke up with my boyfriend yesterday nyahahahaha I'll tell you the whole story tomorrow!

cheerio

I'm tired I did try
Somehow by being apart,
We make ourselves right.
I'm tired of the cheating
And hearing I'm not the apple of your eyes
You break my faith and tear my heart
With each made up lie.
I'm never sorry
for slapping you
I don't regret
That I hurt you too
Someday you'll realize
It's better that we're apart.

I'm not bored with my life. I've got everything I could possibly want.. I'm bored from getting lazy. I just can't afford to be lazy anymore, I used to be a busy person anyway so what now? I feel like I'm the biggest waste of time and space. I used to be very efficient, now everything's just turned into "used to be." I don't want to think about my stupid problems that I myself created, It's just so frustrating that I'm turning into a what-not-good-for-nothing-biatch. I hate myself! If only I could shine by doing the things that I truly want then I must not be this miserable!

My head's profusely throbbing but still I'm tempted to play feeding frenzy lol *_*

1. You're a liar.

2. You're a cheat.

3. You always stress the fact that it's my fault and that you did no harm.

4. You act as if you're perfect.

5. When I do you a favor, I don't bring it up your face; but when it's the other way
around, you can't shut up about it.

6. I'm tired of all this bullshit.

7. I can't find it in my heart to trust you.

8. You under-appreciate me.

9. I'm not in your priority list.

10.You can't even stand up for me.

11. (bonus hardly counts at all) You're always trying hard to be cool and impress people. And you're a horseface.

Willie Revillame

Let's face it. He's beyond rude and arrogant. He's worse than that. Obnoxious? yes, unethical? YES. Get rid of him and his stupid HEPHEP HoORAY! WTH is that? Pokie is the only one in the show who makes a difference it's such a pity that she's in that stupid show. However, it's even more pitiful that a lot of people are idolizing willie. tsk tsk - Bad epitome for youth! Bad image for this country! And most of all, his voice sux! Stupid people saying they like him. He, along with those people should be exterminated and placed in a limbo where the sun does not shine!!

The music industry has been practically ruined by this. The film industry is fighting hard and it's got lots of money. The book industry is the poorest of the lot.
Sheesh this is hard. I know.. it's unethical. Can this be helped? People want things for free- things that don't require them to work hard for. Why bother to pay if you can have it for free? If you love your books, let them go! So, consequently- you can view my EBOOK LIST TO SHARE @ scribd. c((=

Here I am again. Tears falling down my face. I cannot even freeze the pain that enshrouds the very core of my soul. Tears just keep on falling like a cascade of a waterfall.. I shouldn't have believed promises, fabricated with lies. I used to think it's a cliche to hear of whinings from someone who is broken. Loud cries are what I hate best and emos are too sensitive. I am not an emo, and I don't cry out loud.. But how fortunate are they once they have let all the pain out of their chest.
But sometimes tears aren't enough to express the hurt, sleep won't forget the memories, tomorrow won't erase yesterday and friends aren't enough for comfort.
I closed my eyes and told myself it's all gone. Buried my face on the pillow and pretended i were somewhere, someone else. Just to escape the pain, just to make believe I am not torn. I wanted a normal life, a normal feeling, normal self. I wanted to go back to the time where everything was normal.. and I was wise.
How many times will I close my eyes and pretend that what I see and what I feel is not enough to throw everything away. I keep on hoping. I keep believing and praying that someday this would all be just true. I can't seem to wake up from a dream. My mind had slipped into a coma. He loves me, he loves me, he really loves me.. And the tears fell. He's 'not for real. It's not true that he loves me. And it's not true that he is faithful.
Like a balloon blown out, I slipped and flew away from my lover's hands...

"I've been in love before. It's like a narcotic. At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. The next day, you want more. You're not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, and you think you can still control things. You think about the person you love for two minutes, and forget them for three hours.But then you get used to that person, and you begin to be completely dependent on them. Now you think about him for three hours and forget him for two minutes. If he's not there,you feel like an addict who can't get a fix. And just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what they need, you're willing to do anything for love."


A nice quote from the book.

By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept by Paulo Coelho


My rating: 4 of 5 stars
This book has a lot of lessons to teach about love, courage and suffering. I think Paulo Coelho's books have always been about the search for true religion, love and women anyway. I applaud him for writing this book in a way that's not archaic. In this story, although love and religion did not primarily intertwine the end of it all is that divine love will always prevail. The sole thing that I didn't like about this book however is that it preached too much. (bah! talk about religion)so for nonbelievers, it is not advisable for you to read this book. ^+^

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Last Friday, my mom told me that ate Hannah, my schoolmate(also my sister's mate in high school) was found dead in her room some time in her sleep in the wee hours of the night (suspected aneurysm). She was but 21 years old. I don't remember much about her except that I really liked and admired her back in high school. She looked like barbie with her plump cheeks and slim figure. I remember that I liked her smile; thought that her braces made her look more charming.. There's just so much life she left ahead for the future. She and her fiance were all ready engaged and supposed to get married as soon as all the arrangements were settled. She were also supposed to attend her graduation the next day for goodness' sake!
You just have to ask the question, you have to ask why. I know it may seem unfair to ask God why things like these happen to good people.. Oh why couldn't the criminal die instead? She had so much to offer, the future is right in front of her all ready prepared to live. Graduation, Wedding.. Senseless.. Just plain senseless..


To add to my lament is ate Hannah's fiance with his note posted in fb yesterday:


Remember this hon? I put this letter in your scrap book i made for our 4th anniversary. Please come back.


Dear Hanana-Mahal, I hope that you like this little scrap book. It's not amazing, but I put love into it! I'm not really that creative with stuff like this...
21 Reasons to be Happy(In no particular order):
1. When you look at me, I can feel the affection. I can see in your eyes that they enjoy looking at me and that they are only for me.
2. When you hold my hand, I can feel the warmth of your love. Your hand fits perfectly into mine and feels simply; Perfect.
3. I love your "man hugs". From someone so much smaller than me, the feeling of knowing that I am truly loved provides my heart with the safety it needs.
4. When you grieve on me, I feel honored that you seek me out to help you to feel better. Even if i don't have to say anything, just knowing that you feel better by holding onto me means so much!
5. I am always glad that you call or text me at work. It's kind of lonely even though I am around so many friends. Just hearing from you in any way brightens my day immensely!
6. I love the way we have similar senses of humor. It makes me so happy to know that you can appreciate my wacky goofiness. Hearing your laugh and knowing I caused it warms my heart!
7. The way you like color coordinating with me shows how much you want people to know we are together. I can think of no greater compliment.
8. Those special moments when we are on the phone together. You know the ones :P Who else but you would be happy to hear that I'm calling because I'm performing a bodily function.
9. I am so glad that I can cry on your shoulder when i need to. You know that I have a lot of crying to do and you love me just the same. Thank you.
10. The special bond that you have with Mr. Bigglesworth makes me very happy. Knowing that you two love each other so much makes the family atmosphere all that more loving.
11. I am happy that you get along well with my friends and that I sorta with yours :D Knowing that we won't have any issues like that when we are married is a relief.
12. Knowing that I can play games while you try on dresses makes me happy. I'm so glad that you aren't a dictator when it comes to our relationship. I feel respected.
13. We are getting married on the 13th!!! And it's a Friday to boot!
14. Knowing that by the end of this year we will be living together and saving up for our dream house makes me very very happy.
15. That you love God and are an active servant makes me very happy. I am so blessed to be marrying someone who will help create a strong Christian household.
16. Knowing that you get along well with my family and I with yours is another source of happiness and relief. Too many people out there are always complaining about the in-laws!
17. That you go bowling with me means something special. Even though you don't think you are physically skilled, you will still humor me and throw a ball at some pins once in a while. We'll get you better so that you can do it when other people are around!
18. I am glad that you actually want my honest opinion when you ask for it. Knowing that you trust my judgement and value it is a major pillar of strength in our relationship. I am also glad that I can ask yours and get an honest answer.
19. I'm so happy that even after 4 years you aren't tired of me yet. I hope that the same is true for the rest of our married lives!
20. I am happy that you aren't the type to demand things. That you are thankful for the gifts I give you, and that you don't want to trade them up for something else.
21. I am happy that God is making our wedding preperations so easy. Finding Villa Bianca is just the first step. We will breeze right through the planning. Before you know it, we will be before the minister and announced as husband and wife. I love you.

I wanted number 21 the most.

She is so beautiful.



It made me want to cry and run immediately to Ochie, tell him I love him everyday.. Cliche but true, never miss an opportunity to tell your loved ones that you love and care for them; show how much you appreciate having them in your life. Tell them before it's too late.

come to think of it, if we'll try to put together the characters of our batch of presidential aspirants, it could have been a wonderful president.

i wish that our president has:

villar's money.

aquino's heart.

teodoro's brain.

villanueva's spirituality.

madrigal's beauty handsomeness.

estrada's appeal.

and...


gordon's dick.



perfect.

***Posted by kuya Ardyey.. This made me laugh so hard! =p

The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger


My rating: 4 of 5 stars
Touching, poignant, excellent and most importantly worthy of your time and money to read.

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This clip is hilarious! I'm a little guilty of being like that sometimes. Watch all 7 episodes! =p

A story that moved me to tears...

Hachikō (ハチ公?, November 10, 1923–March 8, 1935), known in Japanese as chūken Hachikō (忠犬ハチ公?, "faithful dog Hachikō" ('hachi' meaning 'eight', a number referring to the position within the nest the dog came from, and 'kō' being a Japanese familiar or derogatory suffix)).


In 1924, Hachikō was brought to Tokyo by his owner, Hidesaburō Ueno, a professor in the agriculture department at the University of Tokyo. During his owner's life Hachikō saw him out from the front door and greeted him at the end of the day at the nearby Shibuya Station. The pair continued their daily routine until May 1925, when Professor Ueno did not return on the usual train one evening. The professor had suffered a stroke at the university that day. He died and never returned to the train station where his friend was waiting.


Hachikō was given away after his master's death, but he routinely escaped, showing up again and again at his old home. Eventually, Hachikō apparently realized that Professor Ueno no longer lived at the house. So he went to look for his master at the train station where he had accompanied him so many times before. Each day, Hachikō waited for Professor Ueno to return. And each day he did not see his friend among the commuters at the station.


The permanent fixture at the train station that was Hachikō attracted the attention of other commuters. Many of the people who frequented the Shibuya train station had seen Hachikō and Professor Ueno together each day. They brought Hachikō treats and food to nourish him during his wait.


This continued for nine years, with Hachikō appearing only in the evening time, precisely when the train was due at the station.


That same year, another of Ueno's faithful students (who had become something of an expert on the Akita breed) saw the dog at the station and followed him to the Kobayashi home where he learned the history of Hachikō's life. Shortly after this meeting, the former student published a documented census of Akitas in Japan. His research found only 30 purebred Akitas remaining, including Hachikō from Shibuya Station.


Professor Ueno's former student returned frequently to visit the dog and over the years published several articles about Hachikō's remarkable loyalty. In 1932 one of these articles, published in Tokyo's largest newspaper, threw the dog into the national spotlight. Hachikō became a national sensation. His faithfulness to his master's memory impressed the people of Japan as a spirit of family loyalty all should strive to achieve. Teachers and parents used Hachikō's vigil as an example for children to follow. A well-known Japanese artist rendered a sculpture of the dog, and throughout the country a new awareness of the Akita breed grew.


Eventually, Hachiko's legendary faithfulness became a national symbol of loyalty.

Hachikō died on a street in Shibuya on March 8, 1935. His stuffed and mounted remains are kept at the National Science Museum of Japan in Ueno, Tokyo.



The statue of Hachikō in Shibuya.


In April 1934, a bronze statue in his likeness was erected at Shibuya Station (35°39′32.97″N 139°42′2.46″E / 35.6591583°N 139.7006833°E / 35.6591583; 139.7006833), and Hachikō himself was present at its unveiling. The statue was recycled for the war effort during World War II. In 1948 The Society for Recreating the Hachikō Statue commissioned Takeshi Ando, son of the original artist who had since died, to make a second statue. The new statue, which was erected in August 1948, still stands and is an extremely popular meeting spot. The station entrance near this statue is named "Hachikō-guchi", meaning "The Hachikō Exit", and is one of Shibuya Station's five exits.




Each year on March 8, Hachikō's devotion is honored with a solemn ceremony of remembrance at Tokyo's Shibuya railroad station. Hundreds of dog lovers often turn out to honor his memory and loyalty.

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btw, Isabella Moon is a no-no read and Neil Gaiman's books are 30% off sale @National Bookstore! haha =p I didn't buy any though lol even when Coraline only cost P160.00. T.T I hated his american gods and stardust. O_o I went for Randy Pausch' The Last Lecture instead. I'm still reading it ^+^ anyway I want to watch Alice in Wonderland like so right now. T.T I love the 3D graphics and everything! I don't like the main char, Alice though. I think she's not fit for the role... hahaha what do I know anyway? O_o

I'll get a new layout, make reviews for all the nice books I've read and get a job. I'll get all things done this summer! toodles ^+^

My eyes hurt. A little.. I use the computer everyday, in my every class and when I get home. They hurt yeah. I sleep 6 hours. I'm haggard and I have these crimson zits on mah face. Ohhhhh maybe I'll delete this post after a week. Just when you thought I ought to have a rest and a good peaceful sleep, I read a book. There's just no discipline in me. (`ω´#)

I'll write a review for these 3 reads. Tomorrow I suppose, and I'll post Ochie's pix- the one when he were sleeping and mouth opened. haha misu (~.~;)

I KNOW THIS MUCH IS TRUE




I'm halfway through finishing the book.. It's poignant. Comical in a way, I find it amusing to listen to Thomas' ramblings about the war and CIA. ^+^ but when you empathize, you will somehow understand that there's nothing comic about Domenick's life circumstances.


I'd always preferred to be in the library than somewhere unproductive. Books are like people.. When I see them with beautiful hardbound covers, I mumble in my mind "hello". Where was I? Ya about the book. I picked it because I was astonished by its cover. Two infants huddled with each other. It's like a picture of a fetal ultrasound. It's astounding and.. heartbreaking.

I cried last night. Damn it I cannot even confide to my own blog. The last time I spilled the beans, my classmate squealed everything to my other mates. The next thing I knew, I had mates asking me every time "Did that really happen?" etc. Damn I did not even tell her about my blog. I never thought she too, was a blogger.

I cried for a lost child. I cried for the child I never knew. For the one that would've meant the world to me. For the child I would've dressed up cute stuff with. Nothing meant sense. And as I lie crying in my bed, I told God I just can't carry on anymore. Everything seem pointless.. Tragedy hit me in the face like a snowstorm. Ya2 can't get too much of a good thing eh? It's alright, I said.. Everyday won't be sunny- likewise it won't always be dark either. I had my fair share of joy and sorrow.. Some time, I'm gonna give out a heartily laugh again.. I'm gonna be in the arms of a man whom I love and trust, gonna have a successful life. But until then, I'd have to live this wretched life just to make it through the future.

Today is my birthday. It has almost been a week since fate has stricken our family. Thursday, October 1st was yet an ordinary day except that at 3:30 in the morning, fire ate up our house including all of our belongings. What's left and been saved is the van, a few pieces of jewelries and ourselves. No one was harmed. Maybe that's God's gift to me.. The gift of another life. I haven't cried since the incident, I don't know what to feel anymore. All I know is that God has better plans for us. It's so hard. Back to zero but there's nothing I can do to reverse back the time. Another mischief is my break up with nico. He fooled me again.. There's nothing left for me to do but hope, trust and have faith in God that someday, everything's gonna be better. But for now, I'm still picking up pieces of myself. Pieces of me that has been crushed and torn cruelly. I prayed to God that I continue being jolly. That these misfortunes should not steal my love and admiration to life. Sometimes, I feel so tired and restless.. I want to cry all day and die the day after. But I have a better idea: put my make up on and my best foot forward.

Now what kind of a name is Coraline? Oh well, it may have been derived from the word "coral" which has a lot of meaning to start of with.
I lay
lazily on the chair as I think of even more dumb things to do; like surf the net even more enthusiastically or play dota with random heroes and ask stupidly from my teammates what item I should put on my hero to somehow increase its overly vulnerable nature. I was sick of it; tired of it. And then I decided to open the folder where all movies are stored in the shop. I opened coraline because I was intrigued, and even so I've seen that it's a 3D animated film, I still seem quite uninterested..

I decided to give the movie a try and I'm so thankful at that moment on, I was bloody bored. Normally, I wouldn't choose to watch a flick from the shop. hihihi anyway, the primary reason why I decided to create a post about this Coraline movie is because I truly love it! ( now here comes my overexciting voice and temperament) It has been a habit of mine to search for a thingamabob that I happen to like; say a movie; a particular persona whom I admire or a book that I've been eying on for countless of weeks; one good example is a fave of J.K. Rowling- I Capture the Castle by Dodie Smith and so on. And so from this manner that I learned that Coraline is originally based from the fantasy novel by Neil Gaiman; the incredible and best selling author who had written the books "Neverwhere", "American Gods",(although I'm not such a fan of this novel) "Stardust", of course "Coraline" and many more successful fantasy novels published.

It is also from doing research that I learned of Henry Selick who directed the film Coraline, was also responsible of directing the successful animated films "Nightmare Before Christmas" and "James and the Giant Peach". Oh how I love both the films especially James and the Giant Peach! I couldn't forget watching it since I was a child.

And so from this experience that I appreciated and loved the movie even more.. Not only for its moral uprightness that most children undergo towards their parents but also with its fantastical creation, concept and daring characters. ^_^/

I think I ought to mention in my blog even in just a simple post how Precious helped and continually inspires me so much. Her site is ample of free downloadable (I don't think there's such word as this? ) books from all genre both in Portable Document Format(PDF) and PKZIP format( WinZip file compressor).

Her passion for books amaze and inspire me. I hope you visit her site and enter the world of adventure and liberty with each book you read. This is an expression of my sincere gratitude and respect for her. ^^ I hope that she keeps helping and inspiring other people. ^^

While I was bloghopping, I happened to come across the site whenyoure20.blogspot.com, this blog contains links on where to get free reading of Stephenie Meyer's popular books: Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn.

Salamat ng marami! Hindi koh kasi afford yung for sale sa National Bookstore na P1600.. hahaha panuorin koh na lang ^_^/

I have all these troubles hidden inside my closet, I made up too many lies and fooled so many people already. I can't wait to take off this mask and be totally comfortable with myself. What will I tell them? That it's not that bad? Well if you try to look at it in another perspective it really isn't that big of a deal after all. haha I don't do drugs, I am not pregnant, I don't have any elope-thoughts in my mind, I'm not boozy and most importantly I'm not so depressed and miserable I'm planning to commit suicide. haha Life is short, blow it up once in a while, I'm too young to get serious. To put it simply, I'm just being happy.- very scrappily happy.

Chocolate Chip Heaven Ice Cream


1 o'clock in the munin, I'm indulging myself with chocolate chip heaven ice cream; this is Selecta's limited edition. I love it I can't stop devouring its sweetness and exceptionality. My mom yelled at me because she saw me eat away ice cream early in the morning. I don't feel sorry! It tastes so good.. the first thing that got into my head upon waking up was this ice cream and I just followed my urge to fill my day with brightness and positivity hahaha. Nagugutom nanaman ako huhuhu and I miss my ochi. T_T

This is our Love Story


Maybe a lot of you are wondering why Gelicutie is my clandestine name. I am not cute FYI hahaha but my boyfriend calls me Gelicutie.

Ochi is a guy I met when we were freshmen in college. I was still the same nerdy girl before; still clinging to high school memories. I was still the girl who wanted to bring her baon in the canteen, still the one whose innocence is unripe and unveiled. A friend refered him to me and we started texting and I knew from that moment that I like him. Has a lot of sense of humor, smart, easygoing and as claimed by my friend, cute hahaha nevertheless to me he was just a friend and a text mate; someone I would never plan to meet, since I were not the kind of girl who's in for texting and meeting text mates. He was just like, to put it bluntly: a fling. But one day he insisted on meeting me, of course I said no- I mean the very thought of meeting him! I'm a shy girl someone who would rather stay in the house rather than go out malling, meeting guys or whatever. But he was so persistent I got so pissed off and told him I'd rather lose him as a friend than meet up with him. hahaha =) But due to my clumsiness I have already told him prior where I was staying in Baguio. So he went in our dormitory, told me he was waiting there and that I should be down in a few minutes. What the umph how rude and arrogant! Suplado naku. So after a few whining he finally convinced me to meet up with him. I was trembling as I walk downstairs of our dorm; hoping to catch a glimpse of him; what he looks like. I was scared both of our own judgment. What if he wouldn't like me? What would I say to him etc. my thoughts were filled with so many worries and what ifs.


And as I walk downstairs, there he was standing wearing a black polo shirt, black pants with matching black rubber shoes. Don't get this wrong readers, he's not emo hahaha that was just the way he used to dress up.


I timidly walked towards him, his head cocked to one side,


G: uhhmmmm... hello
he turned to look at the girl whose presence surprised her.
B: hi
G: .................
He smiled at me, and I swear at that moment I wanted to run. He is fair-skinned, a little more fair-looking than me, wearing braces, a little short for a guy (although he is taller than me but that doesn't make me entirely small ahaha), hair waxed and to sum it all up: my friend was right he is cute. ^^


B:may exam ka ngaun?
His smile never fading..
G: uu
B: Anong oras?
G: 1..
B: huh? 10 to 1 na male-late ka na..
G: *ahmm ayos lang un*, naisip koh haha but instead I saidUu nga sige mauna nakoh,

B: hatid na kita
G: sa gonzaga pa kasi yun eh
B ay ganon ba sige hatid na lang kita sa jeep may exam rin kasi akoh ng 1

G: 'wag na una nakoh pakipot pa koh of course hahaha

B: hindi hatid na kita *makulit ka kahit kelan*

I wanted to melt while we were walking I didn't know how to act even if the only action to do is to walk; I swear I must've looked drunk while walking and I was pacing nervously.


G: sakay na ko, saan ka?
B: sabay na ko sayo baba na lang ako ng gate 3
G: Naisip koh- *bakit kelangan mo pa sumabay sakin maglakad ka na lang sayang pamasahe* por que mayaman ka cheokay sige

B:baba na ko sige bye
I smiled at him even if deep down inside I wanted to kill him. *Matsing ka kabayo suplado!* I wanted to yell to him haha

He texted me around 3 'o clock asking what time my class ends. I said 5, he asked if we could meet around 5 so he could walk me home; I was hesitant but he finally convinced me. I thought kasi he would libre me dinner hahaha imagine free dinner lol matakaw pa naman ako surely sa favorite resto ko kami kakain, papipiliin niya akoh eh.. Yun ang akala ko, hindi man lang nagtanong kung gutom na ko or gusto ko muna magsnacks. At first isa talaga siyang tae, hinatid niya ko sa dorm pero nung aakyat na ko, he said, akyat ka na? gusto mo usap pa tau? ikaw na lalake ka namumuro ka na! makulit ka na nga mapilit ka pa! buti na lang hindi umiral katarayan ko and considering him as a new friend pa rin, I said, sige upo muna tau dito. He asked if I wanted to eat, I said no.. pakipot ko talaga hahaha Kahit sufer gutom na me, umayaw pa rin ako nahihiya kc ako baka ma turn-off siya sa laki ng subo koh and bilis ng kain ko hahahaha and there we were talking about anything under the sun.


We laughed and shared gossips, we were comfortable with each other. Iba pala ang akala koh sa kanya, he was really funny and smart. I thought, naku eto na ang dreamboy koh hahaha pwede na to pamalit kay papa piolo. ^_^


Days passed and we grew closer.. I never knew I'd meet my 1st and last through a single text. We're turning 3 years in December. Three years full of laughter, fun, tears, tampo, pain, bitterness, and friendship.


We are not the perfect couple, we are barely compatible with each other! I love fish while he doesn't like it; I love books, he loves to throw it; He loves having dogs and eating gummies and everything that tastes either too chocolatey or too sweet and any food that tastes a little bit of everything while I hate anything that goes over the top and foods that taste all mixed up. We are way too far from being compatible. His views most of the time, contradict mine: religion, sports, people, foods, even the stupidest things. We are so opposite and maybe that's the reason why we argue everyday. Even while playing dota we fight and call names. ^_^


But because of our differences, we learned to pool forces (hindi ako magaling sa physics huh hihi) and contemplate on our problems. We act as a team, solve problems, make it through the best and hard times in order to be made perfect for each other. Without comprehension, we are nothing; our relationships wouldn't work, trust may be broken lies can be told but without understanding and forgiveness, how can you make love work?

Luna Moonfang

The Moonrider


This is my latest favorite dota allstars hero! Once it was Kunkka Proudmore (Coco) and then Zeus then Faceless Void to Bloodseeker, Windrunner and then Luna! with her powerful ultimate eclipse, (of course with a Lothar's edge) if you run into an enemy alone, Luna will turn into an owl of death!

At the beginning of the game, I buy her an Empty Bottle which costs 600 gold and Slippers of Agility for 150 gold (suppose this is 4v4 but if the game is 5v5 them buy her ironwood branch instead). At the end of level 6 I have now acquired wraith band and boots as well. At this level, this is usually the time when gb (gang bang) happens; I get close to the enemy use my eclipse and if the enemy still survives, use the lucent beam and then it becomes a sure kill. hahaha *kapag napabayaan si Luna, she becomes an instant killer especially if she's in the middle lane* next item: Helm of the Dominator this item gives Luna Moonfang a life steal. As you can see Luna is hmm.. how should I say this *thinking* in dota terms "malambot" ^_^/ so you have to give her lifesteal. Next item: the Lothar's Edge with this recipe, the player can become invisible for I think 4 seconds. This is a big help for players whose hp drops to 300 or worse if they're close to dying say 100 and below hahaha sweet escape. next great item: the Butterfly this is a litte hard especially if Luna becomes a feeder hahaha (I become too sometimes when I'm not on the right track) kapag hindi ka makaipon naku mahirap na! Eaglehorn costs 3300 or 3800 gold, Quarsterstaff costs 900 and the recipe is about 1800 gold I think. If the game is not over yet you could buy MKB or Monkey King Bar this will help the hero resist magic attacks. 'Til then toodles!

Luna Moonfang skills: the Lucent Beam, Moon Glaive, Lunar Blessing and Eclipse.

Lucent Beam

Luna concentrates on the moon's energy and channels it forcefully to the surface, damaging an enemy unit.


Level 1 - 75 damage.

Level 2 - 150 damage.

Level 3 - 225 damage.

Level 4 - 300 damage.

Moon GLaive

Allows Luna to attack extra enemies with each Glaive attack. Each enemy struck beyond the first incurs a 40% damage loss, per unit.


Level 1 - Luna hits 2 enemies with every attack.

Level 2 - Luna hits 3 enemies with every attack.

Level 3 - Luna hits 4 enemies with every attack.

Level 4 - Luna hits 5 enemies with every attack.

Lunar Blessing

Nearby ranged units gain the power of the moon.


Level 1 - Increases base ranged damage by 6%.

Level 2 - Increases base ranged damage by 13%.

Level 3 - Increases base ranged damage by 20%.

Level 4 - Increases base ranged damage by 27%.

Eclipse

Summoning a concentrated burst of Lucent Beams to damage targets within 450 AoE around Luna.

Level 1 - Summons 4 Lucent Beams.

Level 2 - Summons 7 Lucent Beams.

Level 3 - Summons 10 Lucent Beams.

Recently, my boyfriend's aunt from London lent away boxes of chocolates, tees, bags, jackets and sweets more than I can ever imagine. And because of that, I have been eating sweets nonstop
my boyfriend says I have lost my shape hahaha *haechoo *

I stayed in their house for a week and he was surprised by how gluttonous I am! but so to speak, I have not gained nor lost a single pound (as proven by my boyfriend's own weighing scale) gee I wonder why.

I don't know if I ought to delete my post about Hayden Kho-Katrina thing. I think the sagacity and seriousness of the matter have not sank in my mind yet. This issue is all over the news you see it on t.v., newspapers, you hear it being gossiped about by your classmates, friends, in the street, mall, market etc. and yet people still can't seem to get enough out of it.

Bottom line: there's no video if Hayden had not videotaped it.

my boiling point: there's no video if Katrina had not had sex with Hayden to think that she too have committed both infidelity and adultery.

So you see people she's not the sole victim here, there's Maricar Reyes, Rufa Mae Quinto (as they say) the Brazilian model and most importantly, VIcky Belo- I most pity her; it surely must have hurt her badly to think that this issue has come up once again.

Here's my point of view about Dr. Hayden Kho's alleged sex video scandal: all couples married or not, make love once in a while, okay for all addicts: everyday or maybe every other day it doesn't matter, the fact is all of us have sex(celibates are exempted of course). Sen. Bong Revilla's supposed repercussion for Hayden's misconduct is utterly stupid and meaningless- to expel him off his license because he decided to go on his biological needs and urges just prove how feebleminded people are these days. Okay, to put on cameras while having sex is even more stupid and childish. And Katrina Halili could file all charges she could possibly think of against Hayden Kho; maybe he deserves it but to put to waste years of hard work and medical study just because you decided to do one naughty caught-in-the-act thing is again, useless.
To behave naughtily is normal for a young man like him; even though he is a professional that shouldn't hinder anyone on becoming normal, on making mistakes and learning from it. Come on! All of us make love it's just that not everyone wants to get caught doing it. Wag ka magmalinis sus!

SWINE FLU VIRUS HITS MEXICO AND OTHER
COUNTRIES


Swine Influenza (swine flu) is a respiratory disease of pigs caused by type A influenza that regularly cause outbreaks of influenza among pigs. Swine flu viruses do not normally infect humans, however, human infections with swine flu do occur, and cases of human-to-human spread of swine flu viruses has been documented. From December 2005 through February 2009, a total of 12 human infections with swine influenza were reported from 10 states in the United States. Since March 2009, a number of confirmed human cases of a new strain of swine influenza A (H1N1) virus infection in the U.S. and internationally have been identified.

There are everyday actions people can take to stay healthy.

* Cover your nose and mouth with a tissue when you cough or sneeze. Throw the tissue in the trash after you use it.
* Wash your hands often with soap and water, especially after you cough or sneeze. Alcohol-based hands cleaners are also effective.
* Avoid touching your eyes, nose or mouth. Germs spread that way.

Try to avoid close contact with sick people.

* Influenza is thought to spread mainly person-to-person through coughing or sneezing of infected people.
* If you get sick, CDC recommends that you stay home from work or school and limit contact with others to keep from infecting them.


For more information, visit this site: Swine Flu virus

After making the bold move to delete my previous blog, here I am again trying to start anew. I couldn't find much time to monitor my old blog and there were so many reasons as to why I resigned from blogging; one is that I got afraid of relaying my thoughts on a broken page- apparently a person whom I knew back in *toot* read my former posts and teased me once about how shocking my confessions were. Since then I have learned to keep my thoughts and experiences just to myself. ^_^ hahaha The other reasons I don't mind saying.. =p





Well, last Sunday I urged my mom into buying a book that I have been eying for several months. It's Kelley Armstrong's The Summoning. But... As expected, she slightly reprimanded me and said I should just read on books about history etc. I couldn't bring my voice to say how astonishing the experience is whenever I read a book that brings me into another dimension, the characters become my friends and acquaintances. It's crazy but it's true. On the other hand, nonfictional books interest me the most because of its pure audacity and the lessons it teach.

More openly, last year, Lovelia's mother died due to lung cancer. Grace, Shaira, Joy and I were only among the few of her friends who visited her and her family at the Mt. Sinai Memorial Chapel. Moreover, Anna Kat, April etc. were said to have visited prior.

Grace and I were raged over the fact that some of our close friends were apparently "busy" enough to not attend the burial etc. How busy can you be when your own friend's mother just died from an abrupt disease? How consoling is texting your friend and say condolences when you can be present personally? This is flat irony. You can never tell who your real friends are unless you're in trouble.

More updates from me:




-Just finished reading Rain Pryor's Jokes My Father Never Told Me and Lois Lowry's Number the Stars. The Latter is an excellent book, the former, uhmmmm.. let's just say I bought it for only P50. ahhahaha ^_^

-Broke up with my boyfriend yesterday nyahahahaha I'll tell you the whole story tomorrow!

cheerio

I'm tired I did try
Somehow by being apart,
We make ourselves right.
I'm tired of the cheating
And hearing I'm not the apple of your eyes
You break my faith and tear my heart
With each made up lie.
I'm never sorry
for slapping you
I don't regret
That I hurt you too
Someday you'll realize
It's better that we're apart.

I'm not bored with my life. I've got everything I could possibly want.. I'm bored from getting lazy. I just can't afford to be lazy anymore, I used to be a busy person anyway so what now? I feel like I'm the biggest waste of time and space. I used to be very efficient, now everything's just turned into "used to be." I don't want to think about my stupid problems that I myself created, It's just so frustrating that I'm turning into a what-not-good-for-nothing-biatch. I hate myself! If only I could shine by doing the things that I truly want then I must not be this miserable!

My head's profusely throbbing but still I'm tempted to play feeding frenzy lol *_*